a minimalist existence.

i was thinking earlier that I want to have a minimalist existence. I dont want to own a lot of stuff. things. Like I dont want to know that I own an entire set of eating utensils. What am i going to do with 5 or 6 forks and spoons? Eat with them, yeah, but when I move from one place to the next, i don't want to have to lug them around. That was just a par-example, but there's just a lot of matter and extra materials that we have to own, and I don't want to. But we need to. but I don't want to. It's a never-ending cycle. Everything in our vision pulls at our attention at least a little, so clutter is like a form of visual distraction, and if i don't have a lot of things, then less clutter, less distraction, less stress.

I want to be like this tree. it has nothing.

what happens when i'm bored

i've been addicted to this song by the kinks.

veins of the earth

look at yourself.. We're just physical systems too, right? We're just complex arrangements of carbon molecules. Think about how it happens. There's some electrical activity in your brain. Your neurons fire. They send a signal down into your nervous system. It passes along down into your muscle fibers. They twitch. You might, say, reach out your arm. It looks like it's a free action on your part, but every one of those - every part of that process is actually governed by physical law, chemical laws, electrical laws, and so on.
-waking life.

I bought a watch today so that I can have a constant reminder of time. I feel like i've lost my perception of it.
No longer restricted by time or space.

i've been stuck on radio dept.

STARS - Look Up

i love this song..


put on a clip to the animatrix

Imagine a world..

in which all people experience themselves as an intrinsic part of all that is;
all feel fully appreciated and free to develop according to their own hearts' desires
without harming others,
all feel so fulfilled that they want to help others flourish; and
the best interests of all are safeguarded by law.

outside my window (today)

it kept changing.


it's like strokes from a paintbrush

we're fated to pretend

mgmt - time to pretend, to the best moments of BBC planet earth

...i'm attempting to achieve that delicate, elusive balance among all aspects of existence.. if it's possible

what i see

i want to be here.

or here.














I'm not so much into this remix of Radiohead's "Weird Fishez", but these kinds of creatures... amazingly ridiculous! creepy as hell.. but still amazing..



i've really been able to relate to this bright eyes song..



We are nowhere and it's now
And like a ten minute dream in the passenger's seat
While the world was flying by
I haven't been gone very long
But it feels like a life time
I've been sleeping so strange at night...
Side effects they don't advertise
I've been sleeping so strange
With a head full of pesticide
I've got no plans and too much time
I feel too restless to unwind
I'm always lost in thought as I walk a block
To my favorite neon sign